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Post by kkingme on Sept 28, 2008 22:24:06 GMT -5
This might be long. This might be a bit much of information, and very detailed so please read w caution!!!!!! Where do I begin. My mother was murdered on July 9th 2008...... My life as I had known it is now gone. I am lost, lonely, sad. She was and is my very best friend in the world. She is only 51 years old. I am her only child. She has 2 granddaughter's. She is a wonderful person inside and out. Oh, how she smiled. It just lite up the room. I miss her more, and more as each day passes. My days are long and nights are shorter. I move though each passing day like a robot. Everything just seems meaningless.... Almost pointless!!! There are no group in Northern Kentucky that I can find, so I don't see anyone. I don't talk about it hardly w anyone. So it is just bottled up w no where to go.
Her and my grandmother were attacked in their home by someone we all knew in passing. He walked in talked w my mother a bit. My mother then laid down to take a little nap. So he went into the kitchen where my 72 yr old grandmother was drinking coffee. Out of no-where just started stabbing her. She suffer over 20 stab wounds(she survived). My mother came running out where she was then met in the hall way by him. She had no chance!!! He stabbed her several times. To many to count. The best ones are the killers. The heart, liver, and spleen. She died of internal bleeding. He then just left the house and went and had a nice steak dinner at a local dinning area. Where the police found him. This all happened while I was out having dinner myself. I got the news over the phone by an officer that my mother did not make it. I didn't believe this. So I drove to the house where I was then met w nothing but news media, all the local police officers and alot of yellow tape. Of course it was and is over the news........Live local feed as I fall to the ground, trying to get into the house to see if my mother is there. Crying, begging, pleading that it was not true. They tell me to go home which was only 2 houses up and wait.. Wait for what? They come back up and say their good byes and release the house to me. So of course still not believing this is true. I go into the house searching for my mother... The house is a bloody mess and yet I sill look for her... She is not there of course and my world is shattered!!!!!So now my mother is dead. He is sitting in jail awaiting trail. I am sitting at my kitchen table crying. Waiting my mom!!!!He of course has more rights than my mother.
So where do I go from here? I have since lost my job due to not being able to perform at best. My life is forever changed. I don't know how to get a handle on things and out of control with feelings of course. Oh, how I miss her.... Please help!!!
Signed, Lost and Heartbroken
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Post by drewsmom595 on Sept 29, 2008 5:35:49 GMT -5
You feel lost and out of control because your world has been turned upside down. First, let me say how very sorry I am for the loss of your Mom. My advice to you is to see your doctor (if you haven't already) and see if he/she can make a referral to a counselor, and maybe give you a temporary prescription to take the edge off. It took me about a month to go see a doctor after my Dad was murdered, and it really was a turning point for me. She gave me a small prescription for xanax which helped with the anxiety and sleeplessness...and she gave me some referrals for local counselors. I know counseling isn't for everyone, but I really needed it. Or perhaps your local church has someone you can speak with (?)
Do you have a significant other or friends who you can lean on during this time -- for financial and emotional support? It's really tough to keep working while all you feel like doing is bursting into tears or laying in bed. I really didn't have the luxury of not working, so every morning was a struggle to get out of bed and "pull it together" for a long time...in many ways I still do it and it's been five years for me.
The rallying cry that kept me somewhat sane is that my Dad wouldn't have wanted for my life to be destroyed by his death. I'm sure your mother wouldn't have wanted you to destroy your life or suffer either. Counseling -- and sheer grit and determination -- is what helped me put one foot in front of each other and move on. It's really not very easy, I'm not going to lie to you.
My heart goes out to you...I hope you will come here and vent as often as you need to.
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Post by pumpkin12903 on Sept 29, 2008 5:38:56 GMT -5
Dear kkingme, I'm very sorry about your Mother. I'm glad you found this board and hope you find some comfort here. Have you checked into Parents of Murdered Children? There's a link to them on here. Hopefully, there's a meeting in your area. I noticed you said there's no groups near you, but I'm hoping that maybe a POMC meeting is by you. All of us on here know how hard it is in the 1st few years after our tragedies. The things that helped me the most were/are: counseling has helped the most. Also going to Parents of Murdered Children meetings. Also writing about it, talking to understanding friends and family, coming to boards like this 1 and going to counseling at church. That counseling covered the spiritual aspects of the whole thing that regular counseling didn't cover. Is there a victims' assistance office in your city? They might be able to help you while you're out of work. All of us on here know what it's like and feel free to vent, ask for advice, etc., at any time. Again, welcome to the board. Please let us know how you're doing. Take care.
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Post by maggieg on Sept 29, 2008 15:30:45 GMT -5
Hello Hon, I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your mother. There is nothing I can say nor anyone else can say that will be able to perpare you for the difficulties that lie ahead for you. I can be honest and tell you it's a long, painful and drawn out process. Time doesn't heal all wounds it just bandaids them for a bit. You will have days like this all the time and I wish I could take that from you, it's not fair. This site though, is a great site and ANYTIME, anytime at all, come here to talk, cry, whatever. Ask questions if you need to. This is the best support site you will find as no one I know can relate. I am very glad your grandmother survived. I hope she is healing well. Again, my sympathies to you and your family!
Maggie
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Post by taterfay on Sept 29, 2008 15:51:59 GMT -5
Hi there! I am so incredibly sorry about your mother! As this just happened so recently I am sure that you are probably still in somewhat of a fog (I was the first several months after my sister was murdered)...I wish I could reach through the computer and give you a hug (I need one myself right now)...I am SO glad your grandmother survived!
Each person is different and you can only do what you can do to get through each day..for me personally, I needed counseling and I needed to be on meds and those helped a lot (and this board has helped perhaps more than anything else)...I've done a lot of healing in the nearly 3 years since my sister was murdered but I have had the darkest of dark moments and it has taken A LOT of my energy to somehow come to this place that I am now (having more good days than bad)...I hope you have a good support system there..please let them help you if you need help! Also remember this..you don't have to be strong all the time. I thought I did most of the time..had to be the strong one in the family, but it didn't get me anywhere. Writing in a journal also helps me. I wish you all the luck in the world and hope you will come back here! It is a great site to vent on...we truly do understand more than your average person and we want to be here for you! Big Hugs! Ps..I am so sorry that you lost your job! I was once written up at work (I don't work there anymore) for "grieving" basically. It is really sad that most people haven't a clue about HOW HARD this is on us and refuse to give us any support. Society expects us to be able to eventually "get over it"...this just doesn't happen:( Stacey
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Post by kkingme on Sept 29, 2008 19:17:47 GMT -5
Thanks so much to all of you who answered back. Last night was a very bad night for me. I spent 4 hours on my kitchen floor just crying. To answer some of the questions. My grandmothers wounds have all healed. Her heart is another story. My job had no time to understand at all with what i am going though.
Had 2 different doctors appointments today. So again the day spent crying. No answers of course i will never get them. So trying these doctors to talk to and see what happens. I am just so tired.
Thanks so much for all of your kind words. It really means alot to me to know others that have and are going though the same as me. I am just in shock today almost numb...... dont understand that part....
So thanks so much and until next time. My prayers go out to each of you!!!!
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Post by deanbat61 on Sept 29, 2008 22:26:53 GMT -5
kkingme,
I am very sorry for what happened to your mom and do hope your grandmother is on the mend.
I am also new to this, my date was June 29, 2008. I miss them terribly. Like your place, my area has nothing other than hospice counseling and it really isn't the same, so I did not bother with that. What I do do is write in a journal like I am talking to my Dad. I write when I am down and my whole world is upside down. I write silly and funny stuff also. My boys and my husband are what keep me going. I do hope that you have some type of support system.
I also come to boards like this.
I also feel that you should check with the DA and see if there is a victim's advocate in your area. They may be able to help you at least find some type of counseling.
Again, I offer my condolences to you and welcome to the board.
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Post by kkingme on Oct 1, 2008 21:18:53 GMT -5
deanbat61 Thanks for you response. may i ask what happened to your father? Its nice to finally meet people that are going though the same as myself. I am truely lost right now and cant get a grip on anything. thanks again for talking with me.
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Post by fparlante on Oct 2, 2008 18:51:24 GMT -5
I'M SO SORRY TO HEAR OF YOUR LOST , I UNDERSTND HOW YOU FEEL GOING THRU A SIMILAR THING, MY MOTHER WAS KILLED BY AN UNKNOWN AND IS STILL ON THE LOSE, I WOULD GIVE MY RIGHT ARM TO HAVE THE SCUM BAG IN JAIL, I WOULD GET SENTENCED JUST SO I COULD GRAB HIM , AND WHAT I WOULD TO HIM IS NOT A PROPER THING TO PUT ON THIS WONDERUL SIGHT. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY , THERES REALLY NOTHING I CAN SAY TO HELP YOR FEELINGS , I KNOW THAT FIRST HAND WITH ALL THE PEOPLE THAT SAY THEY ARE SORRY, THEY MAYBE BUT GOD IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN HELP ME RIGHT NOW, AND IT DOESN'T LOOK TO GOOD AFTER 11 YEARS OF WAITING/.
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Post by anakahashi008 on Oct 2, 2008 22:25:05 GMT -5
It's nice that you were able to find this site with the amount of support there is here. It shows that while you may be in the "fog" you are still able to reach out. The "fog" mentioned seems a form of shock that lasted months for me after the deaths of my mother & grandmother months apart. [they were not murder victims] The circumstances of their deaths though were not as simple as illness. There are still times I just want my mom & it's been 7 years. Agreed, that time doesn't heal all wounds. I find the situations don't get better we just get better at living with them. Sometimes I used to cry myself so numb I couldn't move and I wondered how I could feel so much pain and not just die from it. Later I stumbled onto a book called "How To Survive The Loss of Love" and I can't tell you how much it really helped me. It was a life jacket for a bit. There are inexpensive copies on Amazon and a preview. There is poetry in it that still stays in my mind. www.amazon.com/Survive-Loss-Love-Peter-McWilliams/dp/0931580439I do hope that life allows the time needed to adjust to a new way in life. I hope that justice is swift and balanced for the guilty in your case and that you are able to find some peace in something a little every day. -Ana
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Post by katie41160 on Oct 7, 2008 10:34:57 GMT -5
kkingme, i know exactly how you feel my mom was murdered the same as your mom back 3/3/05 and she was my world it might help if you would like to look back into my previous post from when i first came on here i believe they were titled "afraid and confussed". one thing good is you have found this message board and believe me it really helps. when i lost my mom i felt the same way and at times i still do. it helps to know that there are people here that will understand you when the rest of "what i call the outside world" does not. the feeling that you have is normal for what you are going through i found it easier to look at old pictures and video greeting cards or any happy memories of your mom. that and this site is what kept me strong when i felt so weak. i had times when i could not breath and it hurt so bad id just cry and cry and it feels like life is over. believe me its not it does get easier after time. it will always hurt and there is never a day that i dont think about her. i know she is here with me in my heart and memories so i talk to her still and i find things like that to help me. i am soooo sorry for what has happened to your mom. if you ever need anything please message me im am more than willing to be here for you. take care of yourself..... bigggggggggggg hug i know you need it..
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Post by taylor on Oct 11, 2008 13:58:14 GMT -5
So sorry to hear about your Mom. I'm glad that your grandmother's wounds are healing. I know from experience that her heart never will unfortunately. My dad was murdered in March 1974. I was 7 yrs old. His murder has impacted my life in so many ways. I'm still dealing with some issues even today. My advice to you is to scream, cry, and talk until you can't do it anymore. Don't hold your feelings in. If you can't let them out with family find a good shrink ( a word I like to use). You may not find a good fit with the first one but keep an open mind and keep searching. I found that this along with anxiety management really helped me. They say time heals all wounds but unfortunately that's not the case. In this instance time just lessons the pain, but you will survive. You will find a way to live because you know your Mom would want that for you. I think that's what keeps me going, knowing that my Dad would want me to have the best possible life I could have.I'm so glad you found this forum. We all get it. You don't even have to post all the time. It's just comforting to know you can if you want to and that there are others who understand what your going through. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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Post by deanbat61 on Oct 15, 2008 22:52:38 GMT -5
deanbat61 Thanks for you response. may i ask what happened to your father? Its nice to finally meet people that are going though the same as myself. I am truely lost right now and cant get a grip on anything. thanks again for talking with me. Since this is a pretty protected board...I guess I can tell you most of it. Thanks for asking by the way. My Dad had got married to the one that he was truly supposed to be with in December 2007. They were an interacial couple. I was happy because he was finally happy. They were truly good for each other....they were helping each other quit drinking and she had gotten him to start going to church again. Before we actually spoke to the DA and Investigator we heard three different stories (we live in a different state than where the murders happened) Official story so far....... My Dad and his stepmom were attacked by four "men" in their home. He was beaten and stabbed, so much to the point that he could not be made to resemble himself, so his dad could not see him like he wanted before he was cremated. She was beaten and choked and they broke her neck. Then the two adults stole and wrecked their vehicles, which is how they got caught. The two teenagers and another adult went back into the house the next day, where there lifeless bodies still layed and stole two safes (we will never know what was in the safes, I don't think) The police found their bodies on Sunday June 29 after they left a message on the phone that Dad's car had been involved in a drunk driving accident.....(the believed the perp when he told them he was my Dad's nephew) The reason: they were on a quest for more alcohol after they had drank a bunch of my Dad's collection in a trailor that he kept old beer cans and wine bottles. All of the suspects are in jail without bond. The trial has been moved to next term which is in January. jerryandsherlenechurch.faithweb.com or www.prayforjustice.tl.comAgain, thank you for asking and I apologize if I elaborated a bit too much.
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Post by deanbat61 on Oct 16, 2008 8:18:34 GMT -5
sorry the link isn't working I will try to get the right one posted soon.
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Post by kellik on Oct 24, 2008 22:25:09 GMT -5
I also lost my mother in June of this year......my husband was arrested for her murder...now I have no one...survival is just a far off dream of mine......I have never been so alone and lost....I am afraid there is no way back from this......
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Post by deanbat61 on Oct 24, 2008 23:14:11 GMT -5
kellik, please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.....come here to vent speak or just get support whenever you need to.
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Post by fparlante on Jun 26, 2014 11:22:19 GMT -5
I'M SO SORRY TO HEAR OF YOUR LOST , I UNDERSTND HOW YOU FEEL GOING THRU A SIMILAR THING, MY MOTHER WAS KILLED BY AN UNKNOWN AND IS STILL ON THE LOSE, I WOULD GIVE MY RIGHT ARM TO HAVE THE SCUM BAG IN JAIL, I WOULD GET SENTENCED JUST SO I COULD GRAB HIM , AND WHAT I WOULD TO HIM IS NOT A PROPER THING TO PUT ON THIS WONDERUL SIGHT. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY , THERES REALLY NOTHING I CAN SAY TO HELP YOR FEELINGS , I KNOW THAT FIRST HAND WITH ALL THE PEOPLE THAT SAY THEY ARE SORRY, THEY MAYBE BUT GOD IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN HELP ME RIGHT NOW, AND IT DOESN'T LOOK TO GOOD AFTER 11 YEARS OF WAITING/.[/quote] 6-26-2014 I'm Trying Raise Money Because > I WANT TO GET TO MY MOMS MURDERERS HEARINGS FOR HIS PUNISHMENT. AND WHEN HIS FINAL HEARTING STARTS...... PLEASE Click to Donate: t.co/HPdUVd3E0X #gofundme I HAVE TRIED TO RAISE MONEY TO GO TO THE COURT HEARING'S IN FLORIDA FOR THE SCUMBAG THAT MURDERED OUR MOTHER , IT TOOK 16 YEARS TO CATCH THIS PIG BUT WE DID GET HIM, THROUGH THOSE 16 YEARS I HAVE PUT MYSELF IN DEEP FINANCIAL DIFFICULTY, TRAVLING BACK AND FORTH TO KEEP THE CASE GOING AND TALKING TO THE COPS, ALSO ALONG WITH TRAVELS TO THE FBI IN MIAMI AND ALSO QUANTICO VIRG, THAT'S NOT EVEN COUNTING SEVERAL OTHER WAYS ASKING FOR HELP FROM AMERICAS MOST WANTED , BEING ON SALLY JESSIE RAPHEL SHOW, SURVIORS OF HOMICIDE WHICH SAVED MY SANITY, I USED WHAT EVER EXPENSES I HAD AND THEN MY WONDERFUL WIFE SAID TO ME WELL LETS REFINANCE THE HOUSE. THE HOUSE WAS PAID OFF SO WE DID GO AHEAD AND DO IT, WOW WHAT A MISTAKE. IT DOESN'T LOOK TO PROMISING TO KEEP IT NOW THAT OUR MORTAGE DOUBLE FROM 632.00 TO OVER 1300 DOLLARS A MONTH ,THATS NOT COUNTING INSURANCES AND THE REST FROM THE TAXES THAT THE CROOKS FROM NEW BRITAIN ARE TAKING US FOR. I WILL NOT STOP THOUGH EVEN IF IT KILLS ME WHICH IT JUST MAY DO, I'M WORTH MORE DEAD TO MY WIFE ANYWAYS.WHEN THE HEARING STARTS I WILL HAVE TO FIND A PLACE TO LIVE WHILE ITS GOING ON, I WANT TO BE THERE THRU THE WHOLE THING, GOD CAN ONLY HELP ME, I WON'T COUNT ON ANYHONE ELSE, I FOUND THAT OUT THE HARD WAY, I HAVE A NIECE NAMED LAURIE THAT OFFERED ME TO STAY THERE AND I NEVER EVEN MET HER SHES MY NEPHEW JIMMEY WIFE, BUT I CAN'T DO THAT TO THEM ITS HARD ENOUGH NOW A DAYS TO RAISE A FAMILY NEVER MIND HAVING YOUR UNCLE THERE, AND ALSO SHE LIVES A WAYS FROM THE COURT ANYWAYS. PLEASE HELP ME WITH ANY AMOUNT YOU CAN IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECITED ......I STARTED OFF AT 5000 BUT I KNOW IT WILL BE MORE SO WHAT EVER YOU CAN DONATE I WILL HAVE TO LIVE WITH UNTIL I HIT THE LOTTERY OR SOME RICH PERSON WANTS TO SEE THE SCUMBAG PAY FOR THE 9 CHILDREN LIVES HE RUINED BY MURDERING A PARALIZED 71 YEAR OLD WOMEN WHO DID NOTHING BUT LOVE PEOPLE AND HER GRANDCHILDREN AND GREAT GRANDCHILDREN WHO SHE HELPED RAISE HERSELF AFTER MY DAD PASSED AWAY.
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Post by pumpkin12903 on Jun 27, 2014 9:56:16 GMT -5
I'M SO SORRY TO HEAR OF YOUR LOST , I UNDERSTND HOW YOU FEEL GOING THRU A SIMILAR THING, MY MOTHER WAS KILLED BY AN UNKNOWN AND IS STILL ON THE LOSE, I WOULD GIVE MY RIGHT ARM TO HAVE THE SCUM BAG IN JAIL, I WOULD GET SENTENCED JUST SO I COULD GRAB HIM , AND WHAT I WOULD TO HIM IS NOT A PROPER THING TO PUT ON THIS WONDERUL SIGHT. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY , THERES REALLY NOTHING I CAN SAY TO HELP YOR FEELINGS , I KNOW THAT FIRST HAND WITH ALL THE PEOPLE THAT SAY THEY ARE SORRY, THEY MAYBE BUT GOD IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN HELP ME RIGHT NOW, AND IT DOESN'T LOOK TO GOOD AFTER 11 YEARS OF WAITING/. 6-26-2014 I'm Trying Raise Money Because > I WANT TO GET TO MY MOMS MURDERERS HEARINGS FOR HIS PUNISHMENT. AND WHEN HIS FINAL HEARTING STARTS...... PLEASE Click to Donate: t.co/HPdUVd3E0X #gofundme I HAVE TRIED TO RAISE MONEY TO GO TO THE COURT HEARING'S IN FLORIDA FOR THE SCUMBAG THAT MURDERED OUR MOTHER , IT TOOK 16 YEARS TO CATCH THIS PIG BUT WE DID GET HIM, THROUGH THOSE 16 YEARS I HAVE PUT MYSELF IN DEEP FINANCIAL DIFFICULTY, TRAVLING BACK AND FORTH TO KEEP THE CASE GOING AND TALKING TO THE COPS, ALSO ALONG WITH TRAVELS TO THE FBI IN MIAMI AND ALSO QUANTICO VIRG, THAT'S NOT EVEN COUNTING SEVERAL OTHER WAYS ASKING FOR HELP FROM AMERICAS MOST WANTED , BEING ON SALLY JESSIE RAPHEL SHOW, SURVIORS OF HOMICIDE WHICH SAVED MY SANITY, I USED WHAT EVER EXPENSES I HAD AND THEN MY WONDERFUL WIFE SAID TO ME WELL LETS REFINANCE THE HOUSE. THE HOUSE WAS PAID OFF SO WE DID GO AHEAD AND DO IT, WOW WHAT A MISTAKE. IT DOESN'T LOOK TO PROMISING TO KEEP IT NOW THAT OUR MORTAGE DOUBLE FROM 632.00 TO OVER 1300 DOLLARS A MONTH ,THATS NOT COUNTING INSURANCES AND THE REST FROM THE TAXES THAT THE CROOKS FROM NEW BRITAIN ARE TAKING US FOR. I WILL NOT STOP THOUGH EVEN IF IT KILLS ME WHICH IT JUST MAY DO, I'M WORTH MORE DEAD TO MY WIFE ANYWAYS.WHEN THE HEARING STARTS I WILL HAVE TO FIND A PLACE TO LIVE WHILE ITS GOING ON, I WANT TO BE THERE THRU THE WHOLE THING, GOD CAN ONLY HELP ME, I WON'T COUNT ON ANYHONE ELSE, I FOUND THAT OUT THE HARD WAY, I HAVE A NIECE NAMED LAURIE THAT OFFERED ME TO STAY THERE AND I NEVER EVEN MET HER SHES MY NEPHEW JIMMEY WIFE, BUT I CAN'T DO THAT TO THEM ITS HARD ENOUGH NOW A DAYS TO RAISE A FAMILY NEVER MIND HAVING YOUR UNCLE THERE, AND ALSO SHE LIVES A WAYS FROM THE COURT ANYWAYS. PLEASE HELP ME WITH ANY AMOUNT YOU CAN IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECITED ......I STARTED OFF AT 5000 BUT I KNOW IT WILL BE MORE SO WHAT EVER YOU CAN DONATE I WILL HAVE TO LIVE WITH UNTIL I HIT THE LOTTERY OR SOME RICH PERSON WANTS TO SEE THE SCUMBAG PAY FOR THE 9 CHILDREN LIVES HE RUINED BY MURDERING A PARALIZED 71 YEAR OLD WOMEN WHO DID NOTHING BUT LOVE PEOPLE AND HER GRANDCHILDREN AND GREAT GRANDCHILDREN WHO SHE HELPED RAISE HERSELF AFTER MY DAD PASSED AWAY. [/quote] I'll put your link on other message boards I'm on plus on Twitter and will give what I can. If it's not OK with you for me to put this on other websites just let me know. I wish you the best with this!
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Post by pumpkin12903 on Jul 2, 2014 12:08:16 GMT -5
I'M SO SORRY TO HEAR OF YOUR LOST , I UNDERSTND HOW YOU FEEL GOING THRU A SIMILAR THING, MY MOTHER WAS KILLED BY AN UNKNOWN AND IS STILL ON THE LOSE, I WOULD GIVE MY RIGHT ARM TO HAVE THE SCUM BAG IN JAIL, I WOULD GET SENTENCED JUST SO I COULD GRAB HIM , AND WHAT I WOULD TO HIM IS NOT A PROPER THING TO PUT ON THIS WONDERUL SIGHT. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY , THERES REALLY NOTHING I CAN SAY TO HELP YOR FEELINGS , I KNOW THAT FIRST HAND WITH ALL THE PEOPLE THAT SAY THEY ARE SORRY, THEY MAYBE BUT GOD IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN HELP ME RIGHT NOW, AND IT DOESN'T LOOK TO GOOD AFTER 11 YEARS OF WAITING/. 6-26-2014 I'm Trying Raise Money Because > I WANT TO GET TO MY MOMS MURDERERS HEARINGS FOR HIS PUNISHMENT. AND WHEN HIS FINAL HEARTING STARTS...... PLEASE Click to Donate: t.co/HPdUVd3E0X #gofundme I HAVE TRIED TO RAISE MONEY TO GO TO THE COURT HEARING'S IN FLORIDA FOR THE SCUMBAG THAT MURDERED OUR MOTHER , IT TOOK 16 YEARS TO CATCH THIS PIG BUT WE DID GET HIM, THROUGH THOSE 16 YEARS I HAVE PUT MYSELF IN DEEP FINANCIAL DIFFICULTY, TRAVLING BACK AND FORTH TO KEEP THE CASE GOING AND TALKING TO THE COPS, ALSO ALONG WITH TRAVELS TO THE FBI IN MIAMI AND ALSO QUANTICO VIRG, THAT'S NOT EVEN COUNTING SEVERAL OTHER WAYS ASKING FOR HELP FROM AMERICAS MOST WANTED , BEING ON SALLY JESSIE RAPHEL SHOW, SURVIORS OF HOMICIDE WHICH SAVED MY SANITY, I USED WHAT EVER EXPENSES I HAD AND THEN MY WONDERFUL WIFE SAID TO ME WELL LETS REFINANCE THE HOUSE. THE HOUSE WAS PAID OFF SO WE DID GO AHEAD AND DO IT, WOW WHAT A MISTAKE. IT DOESN'T LOOK TO PROMISING TO KEEP IT NOW THAT OUR MORTAGE DOUBLE FROM 632.00 TO OVER 1300 DOLLARS A MONTH ,THATS NOT COUNTING INSURANCES AND THE REST FROM THE TAXES THAT THE CROOKS FROM NEW BRITAIN ARE TAKING US FOR. I WILL NOT STOP THOUGH EVEN IF IT KILLS ME WHICH IT JUST MAY DO, I'M WORTH MORE DEAD TO MY WIFE ANYWAYS.WHEN THE HEARING STARTS I WILL HAVE TO FIND A PLACE TO LIVE WHILE ITS GOING ON, I WANT TO BE THERE THRU THE WHOLE THING, GOD CAN ONLY HELP ME, I WON'T COUNT ON ANYHONE ELSE, I FOUND THAT OUT THE HARD WAY, I HAVE A NIECE NAMED LAURIE THAT OFFERED ME TO STAY THERE AND I NEVER EVEN MET HER SHES MY NEPHEW JIMMEY WIFE, BUT I CAN'T DO THAT TO THEM ITS HARD ENOUGH NOW A DAYS TO RAISE A FAMILY NEVER MIND HAVING YOUR UNCLE THERE, AND ALSO SHE LIVES A WAYS FROM THE COURT ANYWAYS. PLEASE HELP ME WITH ANY AMOUNT YOU CAN IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECITED ......I STARTED OFF AT 5000 BUT I KNOW IT WILL BE MORE SO WHAT EVER YOU CAN DONATE I WILL HAVE TO LIVE WITH UNTIL I HIT THE LOTTERY OR SOME RICH PERSON WANTS TO SEE THE SCUMBAG PAY FOR THE 9 CHILDREN LIVES HE RUINED BY MURDERING A PARALIZED 71 YEAR OLD WOMEN WHO DID NOTHING BUT LOVE PEOPLE AND HER GRANDCHILDREN AND GREAT GRANDCHILDREN WHO SHE HELPED RAISE HERSELF AFTER MY DAD PASSED AWAY. I'll put your link on other message boards I'm on plus on Twitter and will give what I can. If it's not OK with you for me to put this on other websites just let me know. I wish you the best with this![/quote]
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Post by pumpkin12903 on Jul 2, 2014 12:10:08 GMT -5
I put the link on my Twitter account and will retweet it every day.
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