toniann
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Just a lil redneck
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Post by toniann on Dec 13, 2008 10:10:23 GMT -5
Hello friends, its been awhile since I was here....I guess I am needing a little support these days. Christmas and all. I miss Jessica sooooo bad all the time, But its really bad right now....how many christmases will I be so sad? how many years will I be soo bitter .... ? I know you all are having it tough too....I wish I was able to take all our pain away....
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Post by drewsmom595 on Dec 14, 2008 6:25:35 GMT -5
Christmas is really hard, toniann. I pray that someday we'll all be able to celebrate it fully, without such heaviness in our hearts. For me, every Christmas has gotten a teeny bit better, but I'm nowhere near where I want to be. Right now, I'm trying to focus on the positives I have in my life right now...to see if I can trick my brain and heart into feeling differently. It does work most of the time.
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Post by skyangel on Dec 14, 2008 17:58:38 GMT -5
Hi Toniann
I'm sorry for your pain.
I don't think that special occasions like Christmas get easier, I think that they are just different from how they used to be...
drewsmom that is a great attitude to focus on the positives in your life..
Hugs to you both and to everyone who is feeling their loss that little bit more at this time of the year
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bel
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Post by bel on Sept 8, 2009 9:34:26 GMT -5
Hello All, I posted this one last year and hope it helps some. We passed our first christmas without my dear sister who was murdered in a double homeside last year. Here is a poem
Hello All, I wanted to share this Christmas poem with you all. This will be our first Christmas without my sister & this poem was just beautiful.
I'm Spending Christmas with Jesus this year
I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below, With tiny lights like Heaven's stars, reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular , please wipe away that tear, For I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs that people hold so dear, But the sounds of music can't compare with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you, the joy their voices bring, For its beyond description to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me, I see the pain inside your heart, But I am not so far away, we really aren't apart.
I cannot tell you of the splendour or the peace inside this place, Can you imagine Christmas with our Saviour face to face?
I will ask him to light your spirit as I tell him of your love, So then prey for one another as you lift your eyes above.
So be happy for me, dear ones, you know i hold you dear, And be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
I sent you each a special gift, from my heavenly home above. I sent you each a memory of my underlying love.
After all love is a gift more precious than pure gold, It was always most important in the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other, as my Father said to do, For I can't count the blessings or love he has for each of you.
So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away that tear, Remember, I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.
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