Post by fideliaamora7 on Jan 7, 2005 2:42:06 GMT -5
wow. i'm not sure where to start, or even what to say.
my baby brother (3 years, 3 weeks, 3 days old) was murdered 17 months ago. the murderer-our mother.
my older brother and i lived with our parents until a year after my dad died. we stayed with my mom for another year before she abandoned us. we then moved in with our dad's parents. we've been here ever since.
my little brother was born when i was 16 1/2, and my older brother was 18. he (the baby) was the joy in my life. he lived with our mother, and i saw him every weekend, sometimes in between. i saw him the day that he died, but it was only hours before he died. i got a call at 1 in the morning saying that the baby wasn't breathing. i found out not even an hour later that my complete happiness was no longer with us. i thought that my mom had done it from the very moment i found out he wasn't breathing.
2 days ago my suspicion was confirmed. my mother was arrested december 20th charged MANSLAUGHTER in the death of my 3 year old brother. why in the world she's getting off with manslaughter is beyond me. i can not get in touch with the investigator to find out anything. i woke up to read the article in the morning paper. she had been out on bond for 14 days when i found out, and no one had bothered to let me know. i am so angry by so many of the things around it. i dont' know how my brother will ever rest in peace. he was such a sweet, innocent little boy. how anyone could hurt him, or kill him, is beyond me. why it was my mother... i can never understand.
i feel like i'm at square one again. i feel like this is the same thing i was going through 17 months ago. how?
my baby brother (3 years, 3 weeks, 3 days old) was murdered 17 months ago. the murderer-our mother.
my older brother and i lived with our parents until a year after my dad died. we stayed with my mom for another year before she abandoned us. we then moved in with our dad's parents. we've been here ever since.
my little brother was born when i was 16 1/2, and my older brother was 18. he (the baby) was the joy in my life. he lived with our mother, and i saw him every weekend, sometimes in between. i saw him the day that he died, but it was only hours before he died. i got a call at 1 in the morning saying that the baby wasn't breathing. i found out not even an hour later that my complete happiness was no longer with us. i thought that my mom had done it from the very moment i found out he wasn't breathing.
2 days ago my suspicion was confirmed. my mother was arrested december 20th charged MANSLAUGHTER in the death of my 3 year old brother. why in the world she's getting off with manslaughter is beyond me. i can not get in touch with the investigator to find out anything. i woke up to read the article in the morning paper. she had been out on bond for 14 days when i found out, and no one had bothered to let me know. i am so angry by so many of the things around it. i dont' know how my brother will ever rest in peace. he was such a sweet, innocent little boy. how anyone could hurt him, or kill him, is beyond me. why it was my mother... i can never understand.
i feel like i'm at square one again. i feel like this is the same thing i was going through 17 months ago. how?