Post by c21king2queen on Dec 28, 2010 17:23:18 GMT -5
I feel like I have returned to my own little pitty party lately. Since I lost my husband in 2008, I have had the ups and downs. Holidays, Anniversaries, and Birthdays are the toughest. It was a good Christmas for my son, he is nearly 4 years old. This year he really got into Christmas. He was so excited over all the decorations, Christmas music, and opening presents. It was wonderful to see his joy and excitement. There was still something missing, my husband. I wish he could be here to see our son and help raise him. My son needs his father. I need my husband and love of my life. My son got everything he asked for and more for Christmas. I didn't. My Christmas wish was to have my husband back with us, as I wish everyday. Since I can't have that, I want just for my husband, son, and I. I also want a hero to step forward for all Victims in my state and push a bill through legislature that will make Victims Rights Act absolutely enforceable by law so that anyone who infringes upon those rights will be punished by law. As it stands now, it is left up to the individual DA's and Law Enforcement Officials as to whether or not they want to give Victims Rights and treat Victims with the fairness, compassion, and respect they deserve. No one should have to go through what I and my family have been through since I lost my husband. I hope that by the end of 2011 I can see some Justice. To add to everything during the holidays, Santa Clause brought me a bad cold for Christmas. I thought for sure I was on the Nice List this year. I guess I'll have to start being bad to be put on the Nice List. They say good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people. Unfortunately, I could never be bad enough to make up for all the bad things that have happened to me. I don't think I really have it in me to be bad. I wish for all Victims a better year in 2011. For me, I think I am still facing another bad year facing 2 murder trials followed by a civil court case.