Post by c21king2queen on Feb 11, 2012 15:25:29 GMT -5
I just came face to face with the razor blade toting mother of the man who murdered my husband in the grocery store. It makes me so sick that I have to live here and come face to face with these people in the grocery or anywhere I go. This woman was arrested for sneaking a razor blade in the jail to her murderous repeat violent criminal son. My mom was talking to someone in the grocery and telling them about her back brace, she said, 'This is my bullet proof vest." I told her she needs it today because the razor blade toting mother of the murderer is in this grocery store right now. I have felt so sick since. I feel like I can't breathe and I want to throw up. I think I am handling it very well considering. I really wanted to go up and slap this woman back to a time before she concieved her repeat violent offender murderous son and slap her so hard she would never concieve and he wouldn't have been born and my husband would be alive. I hate that I have to live in this County where my husband was murdered and run into these people at any given time. I can't even go to the grocery store without coming face to face with these people. It's all right here in my face all the time. My son and I have to live with this for the rest of our lives. I hate!! It makes me sick!! I am still waiting to find out what they are going do to that razor toting momma for providing an inmate with a dangerous weapon. I wish they would put her in prison for the rest of her life for the way she has enabled, bailed him, lied for him, and covered up for him for years. If she had done her job as a parent her son wouldn't have become a repeat violent offender and my husband would be alive. Everytime I see these people I have to relive it all. It makes me sick. I am going to make sure that family never gets the land back that my husband was murdered for. I don't want anyone in that family to ever get that land back. They decided that a piece of land was worth more than human lives so since it is so valuable I will keep it for my son and I and never let them have it back. It has been nearly 4 years since my husband was murdered and I am still waiting for a trial, answers and justice. My son and I will have to live with this for the rest of our lives. I wish I could afford to pack up my son and myself and move far away from this County, District, and State. I hate all of this. I just had to vent and get this all out!! I feel sick!!