Post by insideout on Mar 11, 2012 21:24:48 GMT -5
Oh my god, i seriously hate this time of year.
TODAY, March 12th, was the last time, 8 years ago, i saw my best friend Hannah Richter alive. She was getting off the school bus and walking up the street, carrying her guitar.
I'm trying to get together a group of friends to have dinner with on the anniversary and one of them, one of my best friends, who KNEW me at the time and went to school with me and hannah told me this "i dont want to go because its at a pub, and i didnt know hannah so the date means nothing to me. Im free though. And i'll catch up with you on another date" LIKE SERIOUSLY!! SHES MISSING THE FACT THAT THE WHOLE DINNER IS ORGANISED BECAUSE OF THE DATE!!! I was there thinking "oh my god are you really that ignorant and stupid"
Another F***wit (EXCUSE LANGUAGE) has had the nerve to tell me that his break up with his girlfriend is worse and that his grandma died years ago of old age and he got over it so i should to. You idiot, murders a little harder to get over than death through natural causes!!! At least he's not constantly thinking around the anniversary of what she went through before she died. The bastard strangled her, stabbed her, sat on her and at some point even slit her throat. Then he bundled her into a friggen suit case and drove 8 hours south of here where he disembowelled her and removed her heart, then tried and failed to kill himself. How on gods good earth am i supposed to just "get over it" as this moron has the nerve to suggest. Sorry mate, i'll take your break up over this any day. His grandma just went to sleep and didnt wake up he told me. She didnt feel anything, thats totally the same as what happened to hannah (Note sarcasm). Unlike his Grandma, Hannah was a little girl brutally killed. There would have been a moment for her when, as she was trying to fight him off, she would have realised she was going to die. It upsets me to think of what would have been going through her head, especially knowing that there were neighbours who heard her screaming (she lived in an apartment) and her mother, brother and even the police were less than one block away. if the neighbors that testified to hearing her scream and scream had called the cops, perhaps Hannah might have been saved, or they might have found....all of her... the only internal organs they found were her heart and lungs...the rest were...gone. Except the brain, that was still in her head. But anyway, this moron doesnt have to think about that kind of stuff with his grandma does he?
This same moron also had the nerve to tell me "why do you miss her so much, she could have grown up into a complete b****, plus she had a nice life from the sounds of it" ummm thats the whole problem though, im left wondering what would have happened, how she would be and what she would even simply LOOK LIKE, plus she was 11!!! A CHILD, yes she had a good life, yes she might have died in some freak car accident or something but again thats the point, she had so many years ahead of her that she never got to live. At least if someone passes away from old age, like said morons grandma, THEN YOU CAN LOOK BACK AND SAY THEY HAD A NICE LIFE, because they lived as long as they could, no evil monster took them away from their friends and loved ones, and you can take comfort in the life they lived. The only comfort i can take is that this bastard (again excuse language) is locked up for life and is having to live every day with the evil deed that he has done, and other prisoners are giving him hell for it. I'm told hurting children doesnt sit too well in Jail. But even then its not much comfort. He cant do this to anyone elses precious angel but Hannah had to die for that to happen.
why are people so insensitive about this? SERIOUSLY!! all i can think is have some empathy people, ITS NOT HARD!!
TODAY, March 12th, was the last time, 8 years ago, i saw my best friend Hannah Richter alive. She was getting off the school bus and walking up the street, carrying her guitar.
I'm trying to get together a group of friends to have dinner with on the anniversary and one of them, one of my best friends, who KNEW me at the time and went to school with me and hannah told me this "i dont want to go because its at a pub, and i didnt know hannah so the date means nothing to me. Im free though. And i'll catch up with you on another date" LIKE SERIOUSLY!! SHES MISSING THE FACT THAT THE WHOLE DINNER IS ORGANISED BECAUSE OF THE DATE!!! I was there thinking "oh my god are you really that ignorant and stupid"
Another F***wit (EXCUSE LANGUAGE) has had the nerve to tell me that his break up with his girlfriend is worse and that his grandma died years ago of old age and he got over it so i should to. You idiot, murders a little harder to get over than death through natural causes!!! At least he's not constantly thinking around the anniversary of what she went through before she died. The bastard strangled her, stabbed her, sat on her and at some point even slit her throat. Then he bundled her into a friggen suit case and drove 8 hours south of here where he disembowelled her and removed her heart, then tried and failed to kill himself. How on gods good earth am i supposed to just "get over it" as this moron has the nerve to suggest. Sorry mate, i'll take your break up over this any day. His grandma just went to sleep and didnt wake up he told me. She didnt feel anything, thats totally the same as what happened to hannah (Note sarcasm). Unlike his Grandma, Hannah was a little girl brutally killed. There would have been a moment for her when, as she was trying to fight him off, she would have realised she was going to die. It upsets me to think of what would have been going through her head, especially knowing that there were neighbours who heard her screaming (she lived in an apartment) and her mother, brother and even the police were less than one block away. if the neighbors that testified to hearing her scream and scream had called the cops, perhaps Hannah might have been saved, or they might have found....all of her... the only internal organs they found were her heart and lungs...the rest were...gone. Except the brain, that was still in her head. But anyway, this moron doesnt have to think about that kind of stuff with his grandma does he?
This same moron also had the nerve to tell me "why do you miss her so much, she could have grown up into a complete b****, plus she had a nice life from the sounds of it" ummm thats the whole problem though, im left wondering what would have happened, how she would be and what she would even simply LOOK LIKE, plus she was 11!!! A CHILD, yes she had a good life, yes she might have died in some freak car accident or something but again thats the point, she had so many years ahead of her that she never got to live. At least if someone passes away from old age, like said morons grandma, THEN YOU CAN LOOK BACK AND SAY THEY HAD A NICE LIFE, because they lived as long as they could, no evil monster took them away from their friends and loved ones, and you can take comfort in the life they lived. The only comfort i can take is that this bastard (again excuse language) is locked up for life and is having to live every day with the evil deed that he has done, and other prisoners are giving him hell for it. I'm told hurting children doesnt sit too well in Jail. But even then its not much comfort. He cant do this to anyone elses precious angel but Hannah had to die for that to happen.
why are people so insensitive about this? SERIOUSLY!! all i can think is have some empathy people, ITS NOT HARD!!