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Post by tamècasmom on May 25, 2012 9:06:26 GMT -5
I look the same on the outside but there is something different about me on the inside I love the same but someone is missing I still want but I want different things
My heart still beats but it beats to a different drum My eyes still cry but the tears seem larger I smile but my smile seems smaller I still believe in God but now I have a friendship with him
My life changed with my daughter took her last breath I will never be same how can I….someone is missing
Happy birthday daughter…I love and miss you.
Dawn
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Post by pumpkin12903 on May 26, 2012 12:32:04 GMT -5
I look the same on the outside but there is something different about me on the inside I love the same but someone is missing I still want but I want different things My heart still beats but it beats to a different drum My eyes still cry but the tears seem larger I smile but my smile seems smaller I still believe in God but now I have a friendship with him My life changed with my daughter took her last breath I will never be same how can I….someone is missing Happy birthday daughter…I love and miss you. Dawn To my dear friend: if you don't mind my asking, what exactly do you mean by this: "I still believe in God but now I have a friendship with him"? I've changed in many ways since my tragedy also but mostly in good ways. I pretty much hate the person I was before the murders. Becoming an MVS changes you in many ways. I hope justice is done 1 day in your case and hope you got through her birthday as best as possible. Take care.
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Post by tamècasmom on May 27, 2012 8:26:04 GMT -5
Pumpkin,
God has always been apart of my life, I always believed in Him. Today not only do I believe in Him, I joined a church, I pray and talk to Him everyday, I thank him a lot more, and last and most important (to me) he is not only God he has become a friend I lean on.
The above are few thoughts that came to my mind when I read your posts. I hope this help you to understand my thoughts when I wrote the words, "I still believe in God but now I have a friendship with him".
Thank you for your words of support.
Dawn
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Post by Janet-Beth's Mom on May 27, 2012 8:39:57 GMT -5
I look the same on the outside but there is something different about me on the inside I love the same but someone is missing I still want but I want different things My heart still beats but it beats to a different drum My eyes still cry but the tears seem larger I smile but my smile seems smaller I still believe in God but now I have a friendship with him My life changed with my daughter took her last breath I will never be same how can I….someone is missing Happy birthday daughter…I love and miss you. Dawn I love this!!! Bless you for sharing, Dawn I will never be the same either. Sometimes I feel like I must be one of the most broken people ever. Sometimes I think I must be the strongest person to have walked through this, and learned to walk again in spite of it. And I am still wishing so very much that none of us ever had to.
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Post by tamècasmom on May 27, 2012 9:07:13 GMT -5
Janet-Beth's Mom,
Thank you!
I, like you, wish none of us had to become of member of this awesome site. We receive love from this site but we are here because of hate others had for our love ones. People like you (site members) are the some of the people who help me through the lowest of lowest points in my life. Thank you and all the other members for your love and support.....know this, the support was needed and appreciated.
Stay strong, Dawn
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Post by melody on Jun 4, 2012 22:40:39 GMT -5
Oh, I miss you ladies so much, I need to be here instead of avoiding being here. DAWN, what you wrote is beautiful, I love it. Thank you!!!
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Post by tamècasmom on Jun 14, 2012 9:55:30 GMT -5
Melody,
I feel the same way you do when it comes to visiting this site. A lot of times I avoid the site because of the memories it brings to the forefront of my mind. Albeit, when I do visit, I read a lot more than I post.
Thank you for the compliment, it was received and appreciated.
Dawn
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